Tuesday, June 4, 2019

May 2019 Favorites

Hello lovelies! I feel like the month of May lasted for a decade.  It was such a long month for me.  On the flip side, I managed to up my makeup game big time and I have worn makeup to work every single day for over three weeks now.  That doesn't sound super impressive, but it feels like my depressive episode I've been living in is lifting. Can I get a hallelujah?! I pieced together some favorites of mine, mostly beauty but one random favorite.  Let's start with the beauty favorites. Hard Candy Glamoflauge Foundation, Elf 16 Hour Concealer, Maybelline Fit Me Loose Powder This...
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Saturday, June 1, 2019

2019 No Buy

If you follow me on Instagram or if we're Facebook friends, you'll know I started a No Buy on May 30 that goes through Halloween.  This post is going to lay out my rules and exceptions for the No Buy. The whole reason I started a No Buy was because I was getting more enjoyment out of buying things than I was at using my things.  I would buy a new makeup product, or dress, or cup (you see where I'm going here) and I would use it until the novelty wore off then I'd go buy something else.  Wash, Rinse, Repeat.  Not only did I blow through my entire savings account at Ulta (I'm...
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Sunday, December 17, 2017

Blessed Beyond Depressed

Today I am 122 days in recovery with maybe twelve slips.  I quit counting after five but I'm going to make the official count 12.  That's an average of one purge every 10 days for the past four months whereas before I was in the binge purge hell cycle that was hours turning into days turning into weeks where I would binge and purge every day. To be completely honest, part of what has helped lessen the purging was being put on wellbutrin.  Wellbutrin is an antidepressant that can cause seizures in patients with eating disorders. For the longest time I was terrified to purge at...
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Wednesday, August 9, 2017

1-800-273-8255

This is the phone number that saved my life. This is the number for the suicide hotline. I made that call on June 29 at 10:11pm.  That call was the beginning of saving my life. The next day I got the number from a coworker for a local psychiatric center. The second call I had made that saved my life. It got that bad. To those who don't see me every day, you may only have an idea of my struggle from what I post online. I've been very open about this struggle because I fully believe that every conversation you have chips away at the stigma of mental illness.  If you were one of the...
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Monday, June 12, 2017

Crankypants

I'm so freaking irritated right now. All I want to do is sleep.  I want to be out like a light and it's ten pm.  That's pretty normal considering I have to get up at five am. This house is anything but normal. Between my psychotic mother and my toddler grandmother, if I get to bed before midnight anymore it's a miracle. I literally want to cry right now.  I'm so freaking exhausted.  But no, the kitchen light is on even though I turned it off, and it's nine million degrees in my room, and in approximately five minutes my grandma is going to start singing that god damn...
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Saturday, June 3, 2017

Record the Good Days Too

I have a habit of only taking into account the bad and not cherishing the good when I'm in the middle of an episode.  Today, however, was a really good day.  I act like I have readers but honestly, if you've been reading the past few days I've been a depressed, lunatic, disaster basket case.  I decided last night that I wasn't going to give myself idle time to think myself into an oblivion this weekend.  I put myself on the schedule for work Sunday to help fill the weekend void, but that still left today. I got up this morning and asked my mom if we could get pedicures....
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Sunday, May 29, 2016

Product Review: Physicians Formula Mineral Wear Talc-Free All-in-1 ABC Cushion Foundation SPF 50

Hey lovelies! Long time no chat! I couldn't call myself a beauty addict without getting in on one of the newest beauty trends: the cushion foundation. Before I give my input, let's cover what a cushion foundation actually is. When they make cushion foundations, basically a sponge is saturated with foundation, so instead of having a bottle, it's sold in a compact.  You touch the sponge, and the product is dispensed onto your fingers, sponge, brush, whatever method you use to apply your cushion foundation. I'm all for experimenting with new products, so when Physicians Formula jumped on...
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